-Evening Sun- Book 1, Chapter 2 : Regrets
Tuesday, December 28, 2010@9:50 PM
Heyheyhey, so the 2nd Chapter's finally up. Thanks to my bestie, i've got great ideas for the following chapters (: SHOUTOUT TO MY BESTIE!! LOVES YA!! Soooooooooooo here it is!!!! Might have to wait a little longer for the stories when I start school again. Don't worry i'll make sure it's at least one story latest its a month, earliest is unknown. ENJOY PEOPLE!
Book 1: Renesmee
Chapter 2: Regrets
“So, you’re natural enemies with my family, but why do you still stay here? Won’t your pack get angry?”
“Yes, they don’t really approve of my actions, but the wolf pack is currently not active. We all had to do important things, so we all broke off.”
“Then,” I asked thoughtfully, “Why do you still stay here then? What’s so important?”
He hesitated for a moment. He was shocked that I had asked that question, but I was curious and really wanted to know. Mummy’s already married to Daddy, so why did he still stay? To feel the pain? Was he so masochistic? Or was he just insane?
“Well, there’s this thing about us wolves. How we fall in love. Our other half is predestined. It’s called… Imprinting.” He sounded hurt when he said the word, “Well, it’s quite hard to understand, if you’re not a wolf.”
“Then… Have you imprinted on someone yet?” He flinched when I asked. “Why are you always so hurt when I ask you about Imprinting?”
“That was what your Mom had asked me on the day I told her something very hurtful. I said something that was very wrong.”
“What did you tell her?”
“I’ll tell you the whole story,” he started to explain. “So Paul and Emmett had almost gotten into a fight a few years ago, when Bella was still in schooling, when she was 18. We were chasing Victoria, a red-head that wanted to kill her because Edward killed her partner James. She was jumping across both our lands. When she jumped back onto our land, Emmett was too caught up with her that he jumped over too. Paul stopped him, and threw him into the water. It was a big misunderstanding.
“Edward didn’t tell Bella about that incident, and I felt the need to tell her. Anyway, I didn’t meet her for quite a long time since I wrote her the letter. So I went to her school, also to check if she was still human, since Edward had brought her to Florida, and I wasn’t sure at that point if she really went to see Renee or just because he wanted to change her. I started to warn him about his kind crossing over to our land, and she was puzzled. I guessed she didn’t know and I questioned his truthfulness. When I was about to leave, Bella followed me. Edward was hesitant and I heard him say that he trusted her, but not me. We left the school premises, and went to my garage. We chit-chatted a little about what you were asking me, Imprinting, and she asked if I had imprinted on anyone yet. Well, I told her that she would know if I did.
“I got curious, and asked her about how long she was going to stay human before she turned into one of you guys, and was shocked when she told me that she was going to stay human till graduation. Graduation was just a few days away, and it was all too fast for me. I did not know that the Volturi knew she was human and had them make sure she was changed fast, or they would kill her. They had no choice, but I didn’t know at first. I told her that it was too fast, and it was before she even lived.”
Uncle Jake was starting to get reluctant to continue with the story It must have hurt him a lot, and also hurt Mommy badly too. But I couldn’t blame him, I just could not. He was kept in the dark. He did not know. He continued the story, and I could see his fingers clenched in a fist, and he was shaking. Tears started to well up in his eyes, and when he blinked, tears rolled down his face. It was a really sad sight. Was there anything I could do? It made me feel like I was worthless.
My best friend, the first person I saw when I came out of Mommy’s belly, the one who took real good care of me when I was young other than Aunt Rosalie, the one who was now in a whole lot of pain because he was talking about something really painful and sad from his past, and I was the one who made him do so. He was in pain, and I could not do a single thing about it. I touched his face, wanting to clean off his tears with my small hand compared to his. But he saw it, though I had no intention to let him know.
“Don’t feel that you’re worthless Sweetie,” he sobbed softly, trying to stop himself from crying. “You’re a great girl, and you are helping me, by being here to listen, and helping me overcome this sadness. I’m sorry you had to see that and feel so hurt and sad, I’ll continue with the story.” He wiped his tears off for the last time.
“Don’t! If you feel so hurt talking about it, then don’t continue. It pains me to see you so hurt.” I said, without hesitation, and even without thinking. It was true; it hurts me to see him in pain. It hurt the both of us. But it hurt him more, the pain must have been excruciating for him.
“You’re just like your mom, so selfless, caring about other people’s needs before your own. You wanted to hear it, and you could consider this a gift in return for your whole life of selflessness. Anyway, I don’t feel so hurt anymore, when you’re here. Let me continue. Give me an exception, for me?” I nodded.
“Thank you. Okay, so I felt it was coming too fast, everything was going too fast, right past me so easily, like wind. Nothing could come in its way. I told her that she’d rather be… dead,” He flinched. “Than become one of you. Actually I was just being selfish, and I wanted her to choose me and not him. I always insisted that she had loved me, well she did, but obviously she loved him more. Now I know it was the right choice that she chose him... You will understand this when you are older.”
“Oh. Okay. Then, I have another question for you. Why do you still stay here, when you see Mommy every day? Won’t you feel hurt, having to see her married to Daddy and you not having your chance?”
“Ha-ha... As I said, you’re too young to understand an adult’s world.” He laughed, ingenuine.
I nodded in disappointment that I could not get an answer to that question. We were quiet for a few. I could feel his eyes staring down at me protectively. The sides of his lips pulled up a little, and there was a cute, small grin on his face. I leaned against his arm and fell to sleep soon after.
-THE END!-
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